Useless

Useless... Any one ever felt it? I'm feeling it every fucking day! I just can't stand it anymore!!! Why? I don't know, but in truth I do know why. It's because I am useless! I have no job, no money( my own money), no dreams not any more. I got nothing and only my pain, suffering and my chaotic thoughts left. I need something need a chance in this damn chaos! Why don't the little fairy just swing her wand and all be all right and I can finally have peace and all that I want! Screw this damn World screw all you people in it! I had enough! dam it!!!