Emptyness

What is happening to me???? I am empty,alone with no job, no future, no perspectives.Who am I? Why??? Why always the others get what they want and I stay with the shit of the world? Why me??? Am I not worthy enough??? Why can you answer me WHY???? WHY THE FUCK I AM ALWAYS THE FUCKED UP IN THIS DAMN LIFE?????? Please some one please help me, help me because I am dieing slowly... I need a way out I need a way out... here the darkness comes again please save me!!!