Night

And so in the darkest night, here I stand in front of my computer, writing down the same old things. And yet no one calls, no one stands, no one cares...Why? Why am I alone? Why am I here? What do I need, what do I get? I can't find the meaning any more I can't stand it! I want to get my grips on the life and to kill it in a moment. I want every thing to end! I need it! I tried, oh I tried, but NO the damn world wont except me! And here I am again alone writing to no one, here I stand alone in my room, getting ready to sleep and escape this damn world to get to the dream world. I want to end, why, why YOU don't letting me GO!!!??? I want to go home I want to go HOME!