Feelings

It's strange how something can change your perspectives.One thing, one touch or one look or just one kiss.My head is still full of shits, but now there are something else, something "good".I don't know how to feel I never felt that way, to think about some one.It happens when I think about my friends,but it never happened that way,it's strange.I hope that what ever happened with us we will always stay friends!

The Force Unleashed II

Hmmm.... Ummmm..... Well it has been long time, but here it is finally! Well the story continues the epic journey of the secret apprentice of Darth Vader. Now Starkiller or Galen Marek as his real( I think) name is. Now he is confused, is he the real Marek or just a clone of him. Again you can fight your way to your revenge on Vader, and in the end you can chose to end as the Dark side or the Light side.As the old game this is one of the best games I ever played! The one thing I am sad about is that the game is too short for 4 to 8 hours I have completed it. At the end I saw a door to maybe some day TFU 3. We will see about that. May the force be with you! Bye Bye!

Life

How one can fight with life??? It toasts you up, crush you make you curse the day you are born, so why are we keep going?! How can we improve our life's? I beg for some kind of guidance to find my way, but I can't see it! Why I keep on? I just can't take it anymore! This sucks! I have no job, no money, nothing! My university education is falling apart! Why??? Why my world is collapsing??? I just watched the movie "Social Network" and the guy did it! He made Facebook, and now he is one of the richest persons in the world! How can I make such thing with my damn Blog with 1 or max 2 people reading it!!!??? Damn it I am sick of all this, where is the damn fairy to fix my damn life!!!!????

Chaos

Hello yet again! I don't know how long I will writing in this blog, basically because I am tiered of this chaotic world. At the moment my depression is starting all over again.I just watched the movie called "Baraka" it's really good movie, it shows the world what it is, and how we people affecting it. Just see this movie and you will see what I meant. OK That's from me for now, I hope we will see each other again....

Useless

Useless... Any one ever felt it? I'm feeling it every fucking day! I just can't stand it anymore!!! Why? I don't know, but in truth I do know why. It's because I am useless! I have no job, no money( my own money), no dreams not any more. I got nothing and only my pain, suffering and my chaotic thoughts left. I need something need a chance in this damn chaos! Why don't the little fairy just swing her wand and all be all right and I can finally have peace and all that I want! Screw this damn World screw all you people in it! I had enough! dam it!!!

Emptyness

What is happening to me???? I am empty,alone with no job, no future, no perspectives.Who am I? Why??? Why always the others get what they want and I stay with the shit of the world? Why me??? Am I not worthy enough??? Why can you answer me WHY???? WHY THE FUCK I AM ALWAYS THE FUCKED UP IN THIS DAMN LIFE?????? Please some one please help me, help me because I am dieing slowly... I need a way out I need a way out... here the darkness comes again please save me!!!

AMV

So here is my new video I hope some one like it, because I did xD...