Hello

OK, so Hi people! I just saw that my blog was visited by a lot of Americans( or any other) Soooo What I wanted to say is- Hi to all! I am pleased that there are some people reading my stuff. I may have some mistakes here and there, so excuse me for it, but I'm not American or Englishman, so sorry. Well my story is in my blog, I had really hard days in the past and i still have one now, but it seems that I get a mask on my face and I just don't show my true self and my true situation. I really don't care about it. As once I heared or I made it up(I truely don't know) "Live while you can!", and I'm doing it, I still live with my perents(thank the maker for them!) and I'm not some homeless guy, I want to leave and start alone, but for the moment I can't start. I have no founds and nothing at all, except for my self, it seems that I just complaining here and I can't find the meaning of my life, but that day is comming and I hope I will know what to do. So people known and unknown hello from me from the guy calling him self Nem0 the captain of Nautilus, the one and only. I want to thank you that you are reading my bullshits and my sadness(and NO I'm not EMO, I am just a sad person who's trying to find his place in the world). I am glad that there are some one who is reading my posts and some one that find me funny or sad or some thing... Don't see low on me, don't try to cheer me up! You can't I am here for now and I am waiting for the End to come, so this is for you!