Christmas and New Year

Well the long waited day, have finaly came! We are at the end of the year and so with regrets, sadness for past mistakes and world on a bring of chaos...
We must forget all those damn fackts!At least for a week all around the world must be happy, they must be pleased! So at the end of this year I will try my best to be cheerfull. I hope the new year bring me what I need, what I dream off. Christmas is the day of wonders and happyness, so be happy don't worry!

Feelings

It's strange how something can change your perspectives.One thing, one touch or one look or just one kiss.My head is still full of shits, but now there are something else, something "good".I don't know how to feel I never felt that way, to think about some one.It happens when I think about my friends,but it never happened that way,it's strange.I hope that what ever happened with us we will always stay friends!

The Force Unleashed II

Hmmm.... Ummmm..... Well it has been long time, but here it is finally! Well the story continues the epic journey of the secret apprentice of Darth Vader. Now Starkiller or Galen Marek as his real( I think) name is. Now he is confused, is he the real Marek or just a clone of him. Again you can fight your way to your revenge on Vader, and in the end you can chose to end as the Dark side or the Light side.As the old game this is one of the best games I ever played! The one thing I am sad about is that the game is too short for 4 to 8 hours I have completed it. At the end I saw a door to maybe some day TFU 3. We will see about that. May the force be with you! Bye Bye!

Life

How one can fight with life??? It toasts you up, crush you make you curse the day you are born, so why are we keep going?! How can we improve our life's? I beg for some kind of guidance to find my way, but I can't see it! Why I keep on? I just can't take it anymore! This sucks! I have no job, no money, nothing! My university education is falling apart! Why??? Why my world is collapsing??? I just watched the movie "Social Network" and the guy did it! He made Facebook, and now he is one of the richest persons in the world! How can I make such thing with my damn Blog with 1 or max 2 people reading it!!!??? Damn it I am sick of all this, where is the damn fairy to fix my damn life!!!!????

Chaos

Hello yet again! I don't know how long I will writing in this blog, basically because I am tiered of this chaotic world. At the moment my depression is starting all over again.I just watched the movie called "Baraka" it's really good movie, it shows the world what it is, and how we people affecting it. Just see this movie and you will see what I meant. OK That's from me for now, I hope we will see each other again....

Useless

Useless... Any one ever felt it? I'm feeling it every fucking day! I just can't stand it anymore!!! Why? I don't know, but in truth I do know why. It's because I am useless! I have no job, no money( my own money), no dreams not any more. I got nothing and only my pain, suffering and my chaotic thoughts left. I need something need a chance in this damn chaos! Why don't the little fairy just swing her wand and all be all right and I can finally have peace and all that I want! Screw this damn World screw all you people in it! I had enough! dam it!!!

Emptyness

What is happening to me???? I am empty,alone with no job, no future, no perspectives.Who am I? Why??? Why always the others get what they want and I stay with the shit of the world? Why me??? Am I not worthy enough??? Why can you answer me WHY???? WHY THE FUCK I AM ALWAYS THE FUCKED UP IN THIS DAMN LIFE?????? Please some one please help me, help me because I am dieing slowly... I need a way out I need a way out... here the darkness comes again please save me!!!

AMV

So here is my new video I hope some one like it, because I did xD...

Night

And so in the darkest night, here I stand in front of my computer, writing down the same old things. And yet no one calls, no one stands, no one cares...Why? Why am I alone? Why am I here? What do I need, what do I get? I can't find the meaning any more I can't stand it! I want to get my grips on the life and to kill it in a moment. I want every thing to end! I need it! I tried, oh I tried, but NO the damn world wont except me! And here I am again alone writing to no one, here I stand alone in my room, getting ready to sleep and escape this damn world to get to the dream world. I want to end, why, why YOU don't letting me GO!!!??? I want to go home I want to go HOME!

Indigo

Well now hello world! Hello again, I am alone as always and I don't really care. It's strange isn't it? Well lets move on now I want to speak about the Indigo children. This children are one of our future, they are the artists, scientists and all kind of vundrerkinds. But as always there is one big fucking BUT! The Indigo have its own dark side, it's like the Force from Star Wars, the once from the light side are happy, successful and with a lot of luck. The dark side is the real trеath for those new age people, because it's full of darkness,sadness,depression and suicidal thoughts. The Parents of those kids must find an expert, or their kids will never be happy or successful. Why I am saying about that, well I found the wast few days that I myself am Indigo, but for some reason I joined the Dark side, I am trying to find the light, but some how it just didn't work. My chieldhood was happy, but with it's own dark sides. I am Indigo and I will change the things no matter how hard it would be I will make it!!!!

In the past few days I didn't get up from my PC, because I was playing Elder Scrolls IV Oblivion. In the game I get few mods one of them was about Viconia De Vir, companion mod and the Underdark Saga, well I will say one thing: for the moment I am 100% addicted to Oblivion, because it's firs person RPG and it's well WoW offline with thousands of quests, items and creatures if you get bored, just go and download few mods or DLCs and you will never be bored again.
Here's few sitesthis one is one of the greatest. Check it out.

The Dead Souls

Well hello again, I forgot to post for so much time, but here am I again.
So this time my article tells you every thing! The People called Dead Souls, there was a book for them but I don't remember the author. So the dead souls people, are empty shells some of them are emotionless. No they are not Emos they are quite the opposite they cant feel any thing, like a wall when you are hurt and want to talk to some one the Dead Souls cant help you, trust me. Well they are just empty in side saw so much things and didn't care about any thing.If they saw a car hitting some one will they help, will they cry, will they shed a blink of an eye or they will just get on their way careless, empty and alone in this big world. Probably I again writing this just for me and the 1 or 2 people checking my site from skype or somewhere. Why am I writing this rolls, well because...... ummm because I am a DEAD SOUL as well... The only thing I do is to hurt people and friends, I could have a girl, but I hurt her and left her... Why? Because I am dead soul because I don't care, it's just me on this damn world, alone as always..............

My Birthday

Today I'm hitting 20 and so far my life mean nothing to many people, but who cares... Probably this will be red by few of my friends, so ummm happy birth day to me!

Hellgate London review

This is a review of Hellgate London enjoy!

STAR WARS games mods

For some time, all of us played the Star Wars games like KotOR or Battlefront, but when you finished it, it was sad it had to end. Now you can change that here are some links for KotOR 1,2 and Battlefront mods...
Battlefront 1 and 2
KotOR 1 and 2

DramaQueen

She's my niece, and well she insisted to get her in the blog, soon I will get a drawing on her and will post it. You can say she's my support in life ^^.

Pain of spawn

Well this is one of my first videos I ever made, it was made four years( I think) ago...

Hello Wolrd!

WoW Cataclysm

So the World of WarCraft Cataclysm beta is now open, you can get sign for it here , we still are waiting the release date, but for now you can experience the game play of the new races, cheers!

SW paper models

So I've searched through the net and I've found this site: Click , it's a site where you can find few paper models of your favorite SW space ships!

Star Wars Empire strikes back 30th anniversary

So lol 30 years, well cheers SW! Happy 30th anniversary Star Wars fans, I hope George Lucas will make us happy in the Clone Wars third season so, for all Light and Dark side fans: May the Force be with you!!!

What's new???

So as we all know, this year is the year of Star Wars The Empire Strikes back anniversary, so Hasbro had released new toy line, it pretty good and nicely done.More info here:
www.mania.com/toy-fair-2010-star-wars-empire-strikes-back-toys_article_120623.html
You can find reviews of those figures at YouTube at these guys channels:
http://www.youtube.com/user/sithlord229
http://www.youtube.com/user/rasputin37
and
http://www.youtube.com/user/FilmakerMike
and Mikes last review is on the Jacen Solo check them out...