Did you ever woke up and ask your self- "Where am I?", recentlly I started to ask myself every morning. I started to feel myself like Im in the Matrix, and my dreams are more real then the real "world". This week was hard for me. From the long days in my cousins apartment to the 3 day party in my home town. Yesterday I had a dream, a real dream that I considered to be "real". My head and my perception are going crazzy, I don't know who am I any more. I feel like all my life is one big Lie and staging. Im here and I am alone in one forgoten shore at the end of the world. Come with me and join my partty come and see the end with my eyes... No job, no money, no happyness, no love, with nothing except myself... Unhappily for ever after...
I think you like your unhappiness, don't you? You can't permit yourself to feel something even approximate to happiness, you don't wanna permit yourself to see exactly how much everybody loves you. I love you, my friend. MonYo loves you too. Kalev, Petya.. All of us. You have more love than you could ever dream of.
ОтговорИзтриванеDon't say that you have no love. Don't say that you're alone. Don't say that there is no happiness for you. There is. Just allow yourself to see all that you have. It's so much...
Try to forget the past. Think about today and maybe tomorrow will be a better day!